lost

it is only a split second
and everything change
just like that
you can't even blink when it happened
a moment
you lost on grip
and stand still
make sense
on the shaky ground

pink

i hate pink
so not me
then
my preference change
pink
first choice
can't help fall for it
oh so i hate it

funny

how i could crush on someone someday
then some one else the next day
just like that

how i worship that person
and every thing he touchs
and today
he becomes human again

depend

here i am
waiting for my friend
not use to do this on friday nite like this
i prefer flying home as fast as i can
but i dont realy mind doing this anyway
what i am realy trying to do
keep my self bussy
or just simply pathetic

rutin

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 Apa yang terasa di dada?

running

wing on my feet
take me places
no boundaries
no time could stop me
run i fly
then i burn to thin air
become small things
spread anywhere
still running
changing shape
moving

to die

is it such a scary word
to die today?
why?
coz we never know what goin to happen
to this empty body
soul maybe cross to somewhere
wondering to this universe
or other place
asking my self
will i be ready?

"dont want to die alone" they say
u go alone anyway
or if you lucky
u die together with strangers

master

u r the master of ur mind
then why i fell this down
seem everything pressing me
no where to turn to
no where where i can go

start with ur head
u can command how u feel
it just hormon talking
so tired n lost

2nd attemp

keep trying
the journey is more important than the destination
such a word